Update

Wow, so lots has happened since I last wrote. Nathan and I broke up and while it stunk, it was time. We both realized that it wasn't going to happen between us and it was time we went our separate ways. We are still friends and talk and are happier that way. Since then, I have started dating one of my really good friends I met at WKU. I have known Blake for two and a half years and have been through so much crap with him yet we have remained friends. I think that being friends for so long has helped strenghten our relationship. We are so incredibly happy and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. :)

I have also graduated and moved back in with my parents. While it's not horrible, I still want to be back on my own. I'm not used to having someone around all the time. I'm not used to someone waiting for me to get home at night. I really want to be back in Bowling Green and in my own place or a place with friends. That I would be happy with. I do have a new job though. I am working in a small day care at Transitions in NKY. I have only been there for three days but I do LOVE it! I love the girls I work with and am having so much fun.

I have been doing some traveling. I went to Alaska with Jay and Kevin (my brothers) to see our other brother Greg and his girlfriend Lisa and her little boy Tayson. We had so much fun sight seeing and just hanging out. It's been a while since we have hung out like that. Right now, I am in Destin Florida with my amazing and wonderful boyfriend Blake. We are staying with his aunt and uncle and are having so much fun. Laying on the beach, playing on the wave runner and going to the Naval Air Museum so far has been wonderful. What will the rest of the week bring? Who knows! But bring it on!

Lately since I have graduated college, I've been soul searching. I am questioning some things within myself and about religion and while I haven't found many answers, I need to question things in order to grow. I thought that my best friend was going to be so mad at me but she isn't! I'm so happy. She's completely supportive. She knows what she wants for me but she also knows that I need to do this in order to grow and find myself. I love her to death and would probably freak out if she would have disapproved. I'll figure things out eventually. But this is what life is all about. :)

I absolutely love where I am right now. Things may be hard with Blake 3.5 hours away but we have been making it work. We see each other usually on weekends but hopefully soon we won't have to commute to spend time with each other. We are hoping to be in the same area soon. As of right now, we see each other when we can and talk every day and night. It's hard for either one of us now to go to bed unless we have said good night to the other. We can talk about anything and if we don't agree on a subject and can't come to a good conclusion, we agree to disagree. That's the way we have always been though. Nothing between our friendship has changed with makes me so happy. I enjoy just being with him. There is nothing I can't talk to him about. He's the first one I run to when I'm having a problem or just need to vent. Being with him is amazing and I couldn't ask for a better man in my life.

Here are some pictures from my trips thus far. :)